I don't know why I'm writing this, wheter I'm crazy or missintepreting things but i just want to vent.
Today I went to my psychiatrist for getting a diagnose which for me was almost sure of ADHD however after getting a look on how I performed in my neuropshiquiatric tests and ignoring my daily struggles with getting on time, starting tasks, focusing on one single task, having a low steem due to not being able to keep a hobby... etc.
I honestly don`t know how to feel or what to believe. I just feel very dissapointed of myself, because that only means that it is my own akward fault to loose my glasses twice, to quickly change my thouths when I`m doing something important, to not being able to manage my emotions, to have bad grades, I just feel awful.